Monday, January 29, 2007
Been a long time since I last blogged...
Well it's just that theres nothing much to blog about really...
So ya...
Anyways just a little update.
My mum's been baking cookies for chinese new year.So since I'm at home while my dad and brothers are at work and in school respectively,I get to be the Cookie Critic!
You know what that means...I get to have a go at the cookies before anyone else!!
HA!!!
And may I add..THEY TASTE REALLY GOOD!!!!
Alrights apart from that well...there's nothing much...
Except that the past few days have been rather windy and such so when it comes to nightfall, where the moon hangs ever so beautifully, I would stare out my window staring at the sky,enjoying the breeze,hearing the chirping crickets and at the same time do some thinking?...ya..thinking you know something like soul searching...
Hahas...
But that's about it...
Have a great night!
And there you go quashing all of my doubts as always.
Only to make me more un-certain...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Played soccer yesterday.
It was great.
Real fun.
Hahas!
Hmmm...Besides that nothing else happened yesterday.
Today...
Stayed at home today.
Got 4 blisters on my feet from yesterday's soccer.
Hahahas!
The rough texture of the sole and friction combined to give those blisters.
But I can say that I'm rather used to getting them.
Hahahas!!
Nothing much interesting happended today at home...
That's the boring post for today!
Hahas!
Goodnights!
--Why do you always occupy my mind?--
Sarah ...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep
When you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone If you feel that strong
Can you see that one
[Chorus]
Let me be your
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everyday and night I wish I was your someone
Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete
Everyday and night I wish I was your someone
Don't you know I will go
If you show that I can break through
It feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see you're the one
[Chorus]
And I hold you tight
Still on my mind
I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you where ever you are
Still on my mind
[Chorus]
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everday and night I wish I was your someone...
I really really wish that I can be your Someone...
I really do...
Will you let me be your someone?
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Love, I see forever in your eyes
I can see heaven in your smile
And when I hold you close
I don't want to let go
Because deep in my soul I know girl
You are the only light I see
Your love means everything to me
I know that we will never part
Cause you'll always be near, here in my heart
If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesn't hang in the night
The tides won't change, seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you
(oh yeah still love you baby)
Girl, you're like an angel from above
Sent here to shower me with your love
Hold me beneath your wings
Tell me all of those things
All the hopes and the dreams we can share
Cause I'll be your shelter from the storm
I'll be the fire that keeps you warm
I'll be your light in the dark
Cause you'll always be here in my heart
If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesn't hang in the night
The tides won't change, seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you.
If anything could last forever
It's what I feel for you (That's what I feel for you)
Oh baby, you've touched my heart in ways
That words could never say
That's why I'll always love you
Yes I will love you still baby
I will still love you
Girl believe your all I need
I will still love you.
98 degrees's Still.
--Will you fall for me?--
Cause I've fallen for you...
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
FINALLY!!!
AT long last I managed to play soccer!!!
It did not really rain today...Just that slight drizzle which only lasted no more than 5 mins!!!
Yups...There was the sun emitting it's beautiful UV-rays!
Guess wad!!
I got a very red face as a result of playing under the hot sun.
How cool is that?!!!
It's like a Tomato FACE!!
HAHAHAS!!!
Well the skin will probably peel off in a few days time.
Alrights...
Anyways today soccer was fun...Real fun...
I hope I can play it more often.
Yea...
I also hope to at least start some studying or reading up at least for JC.
yea!
hahas!
hmmm...
That's about it for today...
OH YA!!!
I heard that Chemistry is a must take subject in JC as most of the NUS course require Chem?
Is it true??
Hahas...
Anyways...That's all...
Goodnight and Enjoy the SUN!!!
Through my eyes,
I have seen the world start spinning like a ball.
Stars light up and then fall for you.
So then what's a man like me supposed to do?
If I gave you the moon would you notice,
That I'm right beside you?
Well now a thousand days and thousand nights are not enough.
Cause I can't hold back the way I feel about my love.
Won't let it go, won't let it go.
Clay Aiken's A Thousand Days.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Ok..there's nothing much to blog about.
So I'm just here to share part of Avril Lavigne's new song...
The lyrics I mean...
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.
It seem to strike me this portion of the song.
hahas!
Enjoy the rainy night!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Rain Rain go away,
Nicholas here wants to go and play!
Rain no more.
Cause Nicholas is sick of it all.
Rain Rain go away,
Please stop raining all day.
Rain no more,
Cause Nicholas just wants to go and kick a ball.
Hahas...wad a stupid thing from me...
hahas!!
Anyways...just now I posted a longer version of this...however I accidently deleted it..I also lazy to re-type all.
So...
I shall summarise.
ok...
Today woke up raining.
Went to play soccer.
Play for a combine time of 1 hr.
Then rain on-off.
Rain we take shelter.
Rain stop we play.
Wasted my time.
But better than staying at home.
Ok...thats about my day.
Enjoy the rest of the day!!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
Alrights...
Here I am to blog my day...
Ok...lets start from the time I woke up.
Hmm...ok..so woke up...had breakfast..and then it's slacking all the way...
played games,read a book...finished it if i might add...hmmm...watched tv...
then..hmmm...thats about it...the weather was hot...nearly melted into a pool of water...
no kidding...
that was how hot it was...
My brain was also going to melt.
hahas..
hmmm...wad else do i have to blog abt?
hmmm...
Let me think...
I have not held a pen for 3 months...
How cool is that?
I can't wait to hold a pen and write again...
The joy of writing....
hahas!
ok..anyways..ran out of ideas to type...so...
NIGHTS!!!
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Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way...
Dj Sammy's Heaven.
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
Ryan Cabrera's True
I like to end my every post with a phrase or paragraph that made an impression on me...
So they are random and may not mean anything.
ya.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Alrights.So firstly I just want to say that I'm sorry about the last few posts.
Well let's just say that I was very disappointed about not getting into a JC.
Ya...So I kinda got a little emotional?...whatever you call it.
Ya.
Anyways...I gotten over it and ya...I know what I can do to prepare myself for JC when I do get into it after getting my Os results.
I'm gonna do self study?...Ya self study.
So that I won't be lagging too far behind the rest when I enter JC.
Yups...hahas!
For now though,
Enjoy your day!
hahas!
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I'm sorry about the last few posts.
Take it as I did not say anything at all if you want to.
But that does not mean that what I said is not what I feel.
It is indeed how I felt.
Ignore it.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
JC this JC that...Bla Bla Bla.
I can't take it anymore.
I freaking want to go to JC!!!
I want to go to school!
Hearing my friends say this and that about JC so far,I freaking want to go!!
After hearing them I feel like bloody crying la!
Why was I so stupid and playful in secondary school??!!!!
WHY WHY WHY!!!
I fucking regret what I chose to do!
I should have studied right from the start and not wake up with only 6 months left!
WHY WHY WHY!!!
ARGH!
Every night before I sleep,I'd be thinking how nice would it be if I were going to school now instead of being at home.Everynight,I'll be close to tears.For I can't be with my friends.There they are experiencing JC life while I?Spend lonely times at home!
My heart is torn into pieces knowing that I could have been in a JC right now yet I did not even give myself a chance!
I regretted my freaking actions!
Damn!
I want to turn back the freaking clock!
Can I do that?
I've learned my lesson the damn hard way.
The freaking hard way.
I regret ok!!I regret!!!
Someone throw me a life line please!
Haiz...
I bow my head in shame...in shame...in shame...
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To my friends,I hope you guys would be so kind as to lend me your notes that you'll receive from ur lessons in JC.
I don't want to lag too far behind when/if I make it to a JC.
Thanks.
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When you read what I'm going to say here,I hope you know that it is meant for you.
It's meant for you.
Do you know that everytime I talk to you there would be this feeling from deep within my gut?
An sms from you is able to make me smile the whole day.
I'm very happy that you are talking to me.
But I'm wondering,once you read this and my previous posts,would we still talk like now?
Do you know that I very much like you?
Did you know that when you went for your holiday trip,the days that I was unable to talk to you,the 2 days.Well they felt pretty empty.It was as though something was missing.
That missing piece was you.
Do you know that every time I wish you goodnight and sweet dreams I actually mean it?
Did you know that every time you'd have to go offline,I get this she bu de feeling?
Do you know that I just want to make you smile and feel happy?
I guess to all that questions,your answer would be that you don't know.
Well I'm telling you now...This is how I really feel.
I'm hoping that someday you'd feel the same way too.
*Hoping* *Fingers-crossed*
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
If I'm not in love with you,
What is this I'm going through, tonight,
And if my heart is lying then,
What should I believe in,
Why do I go crazy,
Every time I think about you baby,
Why else do I want you like I do,
If I'm not in love with you...
Extract from Faith Hill's If I'm not in love.
The lyrics sums up the way I'm feeling right this very moment.
Every night,before I go to sleep,I'll look out my window wishing and hoping that you'll like me too.
As I lay in bed,I would be thinking,how nice it would be if I knew how you feel for me.
Each night I write this,I'm hoping that you'll see it.
But each time,you don't seem to see it.
I'm hoping that I'd be able to win your heart and that you'll like me too.
You always seem to say and do things that makes me smile.
I do wish to know how you feel.
I hope you read this.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
School starts tomorrow.
Yet I can't go to school.
No,I'm not sick.
It's just that I'm waiting for my O levels results.
My prelim results were not good enough for admittance for a JC.
So,I guess I'll be at home.
It kinda feels weird that I'm not going to school for another month or so.
Very weird.
Anyways I got to live with it.
I can't wait to get back to school,the JC of my choice and start hitting the books.
Ya.
Hahas...That's me saying it alright.Ha!
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I have got no idea if you have seen my 2nd wish.
But I'm thinking you did not as you do not seem to have seen it.
School's starting.You would be having fun in your JC,meeting new friends.
I wonder if we would still be talking to each other like now a few months or even weeks down the road.
I'm hoping that we still would.
I don't know about you but I sure know that I would definately miss talking to you.
I hope you don't forget me and put me in that distant memory of yours,because I sure won't forget you.
I would like you to know that I still like you.
I'll continue waiting for the day when you open my heart,freeing the words and thoughts that I've been keeping ever since I felt something for you.
The day may come 5,10,15 years from now even but I'll still be waiting.
I know talk is cheap,but right now this is how I really feel.
I can't predict the future.All I can say is that this is how I really feel.
Right now,all I want to say is that," I really really really like you."
