Sunday, November 19, 2006
I'm starting to hate the holidays...
Yes,it is a time where I gett o relax and enjoy what I like doing...
But it is also a time whereby I'm given plenty of time to think...
To some maybe thinking may not be such a bad thing...
But...
For me the more I think,the more confuse I get...
I'm stuck in between...
It's like I wanna get to know more about you.
It's like everytime I come online I start looking to see if you are online.
It's like I would try to think of something to talk to you,but I never seem to find the right thing.
It's like when I receive a sms I would be hoping it's from you.
It's like I would be thinking the whole day about what you think about me.
I really don't know what I'm feeling.
I'm getting confused as to what to do,as to what I feel.
All I know is that I'm thinking about excuses to just talk to you half the time.
I know you don't feel the same way and that I should not be writing this but...I needed to get it off.
Incase you're wondering,you are rzqzg.
I know you'll be reading this.
I don't know how am I going to talk to you after you read this.
I really don't.....
Have a great night.
