Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Booya!!!
Ok...so I took a nap today...and yups...feeling rather hyper now...damn...I shud not have taken that nap...hahas...Anyways I've been thinking...yea...some crap...hahahas...
Erm...I've been thinking...If we don't say how we feel,don't ask wad we want that kind of stuff right...we sure will not be able to get it right?
So until we say wad we want we won't get it...rights...
so it's kinda like if we dun ask then we will never know the ans to the qns we so desprately wanna ask right?hahas...and if we do not say how we feel then the ppl ard us will never know our feelings rights?
Yea...
So why dun we like just say the things out from the heart just like that>?
For me it's becuz I have a very low self esteem I guess...so thats why I seldom show or tell how I'm feeling be it happy or sad or angry...
yea..and I'll never have the guts to say wad I really want...I have no idea y...
Anyways...this O levels I think brings out the best and worst in ppl...
Take me for example...I seldom get freaking pissed or angry but during the course of the 2 week Os,I've like gotten angry or pissed more than I have ever before add up together...I mean when I do my maths if I cannot get it,I will feel damn frustrated...or when the formula is like written down and yet I subst in the wrong value and stuff..well...this has kinda been the case for me during this Os...yea..I'm not saying I did badly or anything or wad but this Os really make me see that I do have that little temper in me I never knew I had before...yea...
But then again I also think the Os did bring some good out in me...To a certain extent I guess...
Well...first of all I found out that I cld actually put my heart and soul into wad I'm studying if I wanted to...It also made me realise that for the past few exams I did not study...For this Os though I dare say that I did study and I am doing my best to get the best results...
Yea...
Ok...I've got like an Amaths paper 2,Chem and hist paper left...It will all be finished on friday and I will be free...Ok...yea...But then again I'm also like kinda worried for my results although I did my best,I'm afraid that my best was given too late...yea...
ok enuff of that crap...
yea..
erm...ya..tmr's Amaths paper 2 and Chemistry..yups...so here's wishing my class the Best of Luck tmr...
Yea...Hope I can do well and pass well tmr...
hahas...
GOOD LUCK!!!
Thats all folks...
