Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Alrights...this really sucks...
You know something,I really hope that the brain would enable us to like delete wad ever bad memories or bad stuffs in our head...
Or wad ever we one to delete.so that we would have no memories of wad happened...
yea...
If only my brain could do it...if only...
The more I try to not think about you,the more I will.
Becuz when I try not to,I'll say to myself " Do not think of _".
Then obviously I would be thinking of you.
I don't know why but you're damn damn difficult to forget.
I've never believed that I would like feel down and stuff.
But now,I'm experiencing it.
How cool is that.
In my 16 years of life it's probably the first time that I will feel this way.
I don't like this feelings.
I usually get it when I'm in my room or in a quiet moment.
It comes anytime around those times.
How cool is that?
hahas!
Well,looks like this lamo ass will carry on a rather futile wait.
But what the heck,I don't give a damn!
Sorry for the language.*
Oh, I know I could say we’re through,
And tell myself I’m over you,
But even if I made a vow,
A promise not to miss you,
Now and try to hide the truth inside,
I fail cause,
I just can’t live a lie...
( From "I just can't live a lie" by Carrie Underwood )
This is close to what I'm feeling right now.
