--Once lost,but since found--
Sunday, October 22, 2006
「 O'Chia 5:03 PM 」

Booya!!!
Here's smth that pop-ed in my mind...hahas!



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The carousel started up.There she was in front of me.Her back in full view.
Round and Round we went.Her hair swaying in the wind,her smile as beautiful as ever.
In the coolness of the night,under the pale yellow spotlights,she seemed to glow.
I could not take my eyes off her...There and then,it seemed as though there was only me and her on that carousel.
This was the very girl that I had admired my entire life...This was the closest I got to her.
At that very point,I had the urge to walk up and grab her by the hand,telling her how I truly felt.
However as always,I lackedthe courage for I knew I would never be good enough for her.
At last I plucked up enough coourage,I opened my mouth calling her,but...At that very moment,the carousel stuttered to a standstill just before I could call her name.
She got off.I stood rooted,a sense of disappointment and regret sank within my heart.
Just when I had the courage...
As I watched her weave her way into the large crowd,
Tears welled in my eyes,she was so near yet at the very same time too far,well beyond my reach.
The conductor dragged me off the carousel.
I made my way through the crowds,in the opposite direction from where she went.
My head was down,hands in my pockets,I made my way home.
Home.Home to me was the nearest darkest alley.I laid a few wet cardboard boxes that I had found down on the hard cement.
I laid down,staring at the star filled sky,as my thoughts drifted to the beautiful girl I saw.
I saw her dancing elegantly in a golden seamed gown...She was just...Beautiful...
How am I,a pauper ever get the attention of this beautiful girl,the girl of my dreams?
That question stayed with me as I made my way to my wonderland,the place of my dreams.........