--Once lost,but since found--
Saturday, August 19, 2006
「 O'Chia 8:50 PM 」

I miss you,
I miss your laughter,
I miss your smile,
I miss hearing your voice,
I miss your happy self,
I miss talking to you,
I miss everything about you,
I want to say these words,
I want to tell you what's in my heart,
I want to be there for you,
I want to be with you,
I want to,I want to,I want to;
I can't speak these words,
I can't tell what my heart feels,
I can't be there for you,
I can't be with you,
Why can't I?
Because of you,
I love you,
I love you very much,
I gave my heart,
I got cold shoulders instead,
I don't know how long more can I maintain this silence,
It's bloody pushing the hell out of me just keeping it inside,
I want to shout what I feel'
I can't,
I want you to know how I feel,
But I'm afraid that I might hurt you instead,
Oh Girl,tell me what should I do,
Don't tell me to forget you,
Cause thats one thing I can never do,
Now I know what hurts the most,
It's unreciprocated love,
I'm not one to really speak my mind,
I keep it all inside,
This is the only means that I can find to confide my feelings,
It's been 10 days,
It might not be long to you,
But imagine not talking to the one you dearly love for 10 days,
It's hell,
Those 10 days have been really painful for me,
To you it may just be just any normal 10 days,
Just 240 hours,
But to me it's more,
It's like 240 years,
Time passes so slow without you,
Time flies with you,
You said that it's distance,
But is it the real reason,
I believe not,
Whatever it is,
I'm not interested,
I won't be able to take it,
To end,
Girl,You're the one,I'm missing you.......




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