Thursday, August 10, 2006
Ytd still felt like a dream to me...What you said has not really sunk in yet...But Slowly and surely it is...
You could say that I was kinda expecting that from the way talked on msn...
I could feel and see the difference...
You might think I am crazy but yeah..even the way you answer my smses were different...
Comparing those recent msgs with the ones not too long ago..there seemed to be smth missing from the recent ones...
So when you said what you said ytd well...I kinda expected smth like that...even more so when you did not reply my msg...
yups...it could all be seen...there was really a changed in attitude..the way you talked to me...
I am still wondering why there was wad seemed a sudden change in attitude...
But I guess I might never know...I dont want to know...
I'm afraid it might be too much to take...
As I try my best to absorb wads happening...
I would like to say that it has been really a nice experience...
You made me feel feelings I thought I would never felt...
You made me realise that life is not all about books or soccer...
Its abt somth more...
You are the only one so far that has made me felt really and truely happy...
You are also the one who made me feel wads like to care and be concerned for someone...
You also made me feel wads like to be feeling down( very little )...
There was this period of time where I really felt on top of the world...
Really and literally grinning from ear to ear...
My friends noticed the changed in me...
Everything I did was with a very wide smile...
And I owe that wide smile to you...
As I looked through the msges you sent me...
It makes me kinda regret not knowing you earlier...
When I read your msgs it seldom fails to bring a tiny smile onto my face...
When I recall the times we talked at night...I cant help but smile to myself...
I treasure those times...I will always remember those wonderful nights...
Knowing you has been a blessing...
I never regret one bit knowing you...
If there is one thing that I regret...It will be that I did not try hard enough to cheer you up...Sorry=(
Right now I know you need time...Time is wad I shall leave you with...
I will still be here to try and cheer you up and lend a listening ear...
I guess I'll never forget you...
I will be waiting for you...
Always have,Always will...
--In the magical numbers "4817 968"--
** When you're ready...**
