Thursday, August 31, 2006
Oks...today went to the CCAB stadium...then it was like raining heavily la...ya...then the best part was that We actually missed the stop by 2 stops...hahas...We as in me and my frens...ya...
so ya..gotta head over and catch the other bus...wad a joke...hahas..
then it was like raining so heavily la...then rain stop rain stop..hahas...Then we had to go to the botanic gardens for a walk in the RAIN...hahas...skill la...hahas...
yups..thats abt it...
NTh much as usual...
Recently I've been like getting reminders of the times we spent talking...
And I've been hearing this song by rascal flatts...
And the lyrics is kinda like what my heart wants to say...so...
Here it is,hope you undetrstand...
My Wish by Rascal Flatts
Verse 1
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
Chorus
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
Verse 2
I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything
(Chorus)
This is my wish I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
I believe the English paper today was quite alright...
I hope I do much better than my mid years...yups...
I really do...Cause my future somewhat depends largely on it...right...
Ok..so its one down and 7 more to go...9 including practs...
Yups...hope I do well for all those other 7...
For that I need to study...Really Really hard...
So ya...
Presumely less blogging too...heh...
Thats about my day for today....hahas..
Bye!
Love bring's two persons nearer and nearer till their hearts intertwined,
Love brings us near but never close,
Love is very much like magnets--They attract and repel.
Love also brings out the softest side,a more "romantic" side of everyone.
-----
Right now girl,I know I'm still loving you.
After 21 days it hasn't wavered one bit.
Love so blind yet so powerful.
My Hopes = Stars in the sky...
They don't burn out...
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Ok gonna keep it short an simple...
Rights...today's chem pract was alright...yups...although I think I got several observations wrong...hmm....hope I score well for this pract...
Rights..then after school went to cut my hair...let me tell you that my hair now is damn short...hahas...really short la..hahas...but I like it...
quite coolin id you get wad I mean...
Yups...now I gotta rush for tuition....
oh well...
Till next time then...
Oh ya...Tmr's the english prelims...
Here's to all taking tmr's english prelims...GOOD LUCK!!
hahahas...
thats abt it...
bye!
My stars won't die...
These stars are special...
They come straight from my heart...
Monday, August 28, 2006
Ooooooo...Tmr's the day...A day when the chemicals get mixed and students record what they see...hahas..
Yups...its the day of the chemistry practical..well...its only prelims this time...but hey...prelims are like actual Os right...so ya...
I'm sure all the Chemist out there from my school will be whipping out their textbook and their notes and revising their previous experiments...hahaas...
yups...cool rights...hahas...
I juz wanna wish all chem students tmr GOOD LUCK!!!
hahahas...
As for me...well..I guess its time to study now...hahahas...
Wish me luck!
If only time had stood still.
Now,I'm climbing the steepest hill.
Stars of the night,
Provides me direction and light.
Covered in dirt and grime,
Till death will I climb.
Reaching for the very top,
For you girl,I'll never stop.
Following the melody of your song,
I'm sure it can't be wrong.
I'll get to you,
Even if the grass were to turn blue.
For the chance to have you in my arms,
I'll be giving my all...
I'm not gonna give up just like that...
I will hold on...
I will wait...
As the night sky glitters with all of my hopes,
I know that I love you....
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Somebody please wake me up!
The prelims are like a week away and guess wad I have been doing...
Ok..I've been studying...ya..but not as much as I wanted to...
I dunno y la..I'm trying my best to use every ounce of my energy and strength to study...
But I'm often left dead tired after coming home from school...
I dunno y..is it because I lack sleep?
I sleep quite early though..10.30...is that considered late?
hmmmm..anyways...
Today was an ok day for me...
Went for mass...left early for tuition...then got back..wanted to have a haircut but the barber shop was closed...so ya..did not cut my hair...
so long though..damn irritating...hahahas..
ya..then good news too is that Manchester united maintained their winning streak..hahahas...
well done...
cool...
Juz finish my Gorby hmwk...now on to japan...erm...
Then again..maybe later...hahahas...
yea!
thats alll byes...
Stars represents my hope and dreams...
As long as there's stars,I'll continue hoping and dreaming...
Long live the stars in the sky!!!
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Something's wrong with me....
I'm like feeling so damn tired though I slept like for 3 hrs in the afternoon...
Rights..so cool right...
Oks..anyways...I had physics remedial today and Amaths...ya...
After that went to play soccer...
Then I went back home...
Had lunch...
Then slept...
Then here blogging...
What a pig...hahahas...
Hmmm...thats abt it for my day today I guess...
So boring...
No wonder.......
I'm wishing upon stars,praying and praying each night...
That maybe,just maybe someday...You'll be mine...
However helpless it may seem,I'm never gonna give up,
I love you still.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Boy~I'm dead tired man...
Slept like at 11.30 like that...cant sleep la...dunno why...
Too much things on my mind maybe...yups...hahahas..
anyways...today I went to school as usual la..but was feeling the tiredness right from the start...so cool right...hahahas...
ya...then had to tahan till abt 7.30 till finally finishing my lessons,tuition included...
its like almost 12hrs of lessons la...can die sia...
but then since I'll be having my Os this year....I think it might all be worth it...hahahs...
hope so anyways...
rights I just noticed that I am like a girl...As in the way I talk..hahas....
hahahas..do I?
who cares...not me...hahahahahas...I anything also can one...except very impt ones...
heh....
rights..then had a mock prelim paper can I call it that...hahas..anyways...it was an Emaths paper...hmm..the paper was like 2.5 hrs long la...for me i found it rather too long for just paper 2...so ya...it was quite all right..except those that I have yet to study like the graphs and the transformation thingy...lucky thing is I have the feeling to study..and guess wad retain wad I learned...so cool rights...although its just a feeling...hahahas...
ya...hope I do well for the mock paper...Fingers crossed...hahahas....
ya..then rushed to tuition after the test...so dumb..hahahas..was like almost 15 mins late...so cool...
first time I late sia..hahas...thats abt it for me today...real hectic day for me...
hahahs...
ya...and I'm like listening to Here By Me by 3 Doors Down...
quite a nice song...yups...
Till next time Cyaz!
Pointless,Illusions,Dreaming...
Thats what I'm facing daily...
Although I know it's impossible,
I have no idea why I'm still waiting...
Is this how love's suppose to feel like???
Only heaven knows....
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Yes yes yes...so here I am again blog...almost 9 hrs since the first entry today...so this is the 2nd entry...hahahas..
well..today damn fun...
ok so we had the last chem experiment for the year as in in class...after that is prelims and the actual Os...so scary...anyway..our final chem experiment was damn funny...hahaas...alot of test tubes were broken...and some like broke into half while we were using the test tube brush to wash the dirt out...hahahs..so funny la...everyone laughed..hahas...it was that funny..abt 15 ppl broke their test tubes la..because we heated it over a flame ya...so ya...it became "soft"..hahaha...
but imagine everyone laughing along...it was damn cool la..then I dunno y la..but today's the experiment lesson all together very different atmosphere than the rest..hahas..alot of laughing..hahas..maybe its me..hahahs...laughed alot...hahahas...
ya...thats abt it...for today...hmmm..ya....
hahahas..
enjoy the the lost of chelsea ppl!!!
but dun worry lots mroe to come..hahahas....
I've given up trying to kid myself into thinking that I can stop loving you,
So ya...
I still do...
Is this a good thing or a bad thing I'm not sure...
But hey...I got Os to conquer first...
Arlow~
Ok...since ytd I could not sign in to blogger...so today at 6.43 AM I shall blog abt my day ytd...
Rights...so ytd we did an experiment again...erm...physics...yea...
Doing physics experiment always brings me memories of that wonderful tuesday in july...If I'm not wrong the 4th of july...yea...4th..again...
Ya....If you can't rmb wad happend that day nvm...but its the sms thingy...hahahas...ya...I cant forget...
haiz...ya...
hmmm..wad else happened ytd?oh ya...
played bball like alot ytd..and guess wad..ytd my shooting was more accurate than usual...
so cool right...hahahas..
ya...thats abt it...hmmm...yups...
Cyaz...go school liao....
As hard as I try to tell mysef that it's not possible,
I can't seem to forget you,
In me there's still that little glimmer of hope that you might still like me in the future,
Believe me I tried to coax myself into not loving you...
But I just can't help it,
Looks like it's really here to stay...
I'm sorry...
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Oh my...
Yes,I did say let's just be friends...
But I too did say that my love's here to stay,It's not gonna sway...
I said all that too didn't I?
So ya...you get what I'm driving at?----I'm still waiting
Arlow there~
Hahahas...What a merry old fella is he...hahahas...
No I'm not talking abt some fella off the street...
I'm talking abt ME!!!
hahahahas...Ok...the past week has seen me really on a emotional roller coaster...being an ass and all...hahahahahas....
but....now..hahas...its smooth sailing all the way..until maybe when I start studying damn hard for my prelims and Os....yups...actually..I think I've started...
welll..lets see the prelims on the progress I've made...yups....
Good judge...hahahas...perfect timing...
Ya...then I played soccer ytd...Finally I get to play like matches...ya..and not just go there kick ard...
So ya...had real fun...hahahas...
Wad else ar...
hmmm...let me think...
ya...I think thats abt it...
not much happening to me these few days...pretty the same usual boring typical day of mine without the soccer...so ya..
and I need more self discipline to study...boy...am I like wasting lots of my time still..although Im working real hard to correct myself...
anyways...
Have a good day...whatever's left of it...
Heh!!!
Oh ya..ppl..go listen to the songs on the rascal flatts new album...wonderful stuff...
hahahahas...
Hyper feeling....coool!
YEA!!!!
kk...enuff of the nonsensical rubbish that is coming from my mouth...
hahahas...
Till I blog again....
CYA!!!!~
**I'm in cruise control...**
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I've been thinking,
It's no use crying,
It's no use forcing,
Spent the whole of last night thinking,
I've decided...
I've been such a baby the past few days,
Finally after thinking things through,
I've decided to let go,
I mean there's not much use holding on or anything,
So ya,
I've gotten over it,
I've accepted it...
No more whiney nonsense from me...
Sorry for being such a cry-baby the last few days...
I promise no more of that...
Hahas...
Yups,
I'm alright now,
Let's stay friends alright?
Friends?
Let's just be friends...
You fine with that?
Saturday, August 19, 2006
I miss you,
I miss your laughter,
I miss your smile,
I miss hearing your voice,
I miss your happy self,
I miss talking to you,
I miss everything about you,
I want to say these words,
I want to tell you what's in my heart,
I want to be there for you,
I want to be with you,
I want to,I want to,I want to;
I can't speak these words,
I can't tell what my heart feels,
I can't be there for you,
I can't be with you,
Why can't I?
Because of you,
I love you,
I love you very much,
I gave my heart,
I got cold shoulders instead,
I don't know how long more can I maintain this silence,
It's bloody pushing the hell out of me just keeping it inside,
I want to shout what I feel'
I can't,
I want you to know how I feel,
But I'm afraid that I might hurt you instead,
Oh Girl,tell me what should I do,
Don't tell me to forget you,
Cause thats one thing I can never do,
Now I know what hurts the most,
It's unreciprocated love,
I'm not one to really speak my mind,
I keep it all inside,
This is the only means that I can find to confide my feelings,
It's been 10 days,
It might not be long to you,
But imagine not talking to the one you dearly love for 10 days,
It's hell,
Those 10 days have been really painful for me,
To you it may just be just any normal 10 days,
Just 240 hours,
But to me it's more,
It's like 240 years,
Time passes so slow without you,
Time flies with you,
You said that it's distance,
But is it the real reason,
I believe not,
Whatever it is,
I'm not interested,
I won't be able to take it,
To end,
Girl,You're the one,I'm missing you.......
** 4 5683 968, 94484 **
Friday, August 18, 2006
From your memory,
Erased with glee,
It saddens me,
Set me free,
From this misery,
There you go,
Crippling my soul,
Letting you go,
I can't do,
Such a fool,
I'm dropping down,
I'm gonna drown,
Everyday I frown,
Without a sound,
Pretend to smile,
Out of sight,
You're taking flight,
Your fading light,
Once so bright,
Day and night,
Covering my face,
Finding a place,
Sitting I gaze,
Into empty space,
without a trace,
Gone seperate ways,
After 9 days,
I wanna say,
Love never sways,
Girl,its here to stay;
Not sure if you'd be seeing this...
But if you are,
I still love you...=<
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Urge to message,
Ignorance I'll get,
Break the silence,
Close the gap,
Link it up,
You're gone;
I'm running away,
From the truth,
1 week since,
Still can't accept,
You're gone;
Putting the pieces,
Trying to figure,
What I'll do,
Nothing seems right,
Like a bridge,
Without the planks,
You're gone;
Devoid of feelings,
My heart's black,
Loneliness,sadness,haplessness,
Words in dictionary,
I've made my own,
You're gone;
My eyes closed,
There you are,
My eyes opened,
Back to reality,
You're gone;
Songs of love,
Begins to play,
Wishing you're here,
Standing by me,
Hear you calling,
Turn my head,
Just a dream,
You're gone;
I'm missing you.
My love stayed while you went away.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Went through my sent files;
3/4 went to you,
Memories flew,
Like fireworks,
Not too long back,
I never thought,
Things would turn out this way;
A change of heart,
Too sudden,
Was not prepared,
Struck me like lightning,
Shoked and paralysed,
I never thought,
Things would turn out this way;
Just when I thought,
We were making some headway,
You spoke,
Crushing my every hope,
Direction I've lost,
I never thought,
Things would turn out this way;
Back to the wall,
I'm crying,
Askin myself,
Where did it go wrong,
I never thought,
Things would turn out this way;
I've been thinking,
Thinking about you,
I tried to run,
Avoid it,
But I can't help it,
I never thought,
Things would turn out this way;
There's hole,
In my heart,
I'm missing you.
Is this a test?
Tell me it is.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Flying pigs,Voodoo dolls,
Memories they brought,
Meanings they bring,
Seeing them I frown,
They reminded me of you.
Knowing that it can never be,
It all felt like a dream,
A sweet sweet dream,
All I have now is just memories,
Nothing real,
But these memories I forever keep,
Replaying them,
wondering what might have been,
I guess it was never meant to be,
My life you have painted,
Bright and dull,
If only time could freeze,
I would stop at that particular day,
I would do anything to relive that day,
It was a perfect day,
Like a zooming rocket,
You flew out of my life,
With a blink of an eye,
"If only"is all I can say,
I live in regret,
Knowing we will never be;
I miss you.
Rights...hahahas..
okok..so today I had a ne to one bio remedial...so cool right...hahahas..ya..
actually it was quite ok...
hmmm..I think I learnt smth new..so cool right...
ok..here comes the bad news...theres this history test tmr...BUT...guess wad!!!I forgot to bring home any history...so cool..then another thing...I borrowed my frens bio textbook...and I brought it home...and so I am left wondering..Y the hell am I doing with my Fren's bio book and not my History book..I am so gonna fail tmr...DIE!!!
I really wanted to study LA!!!
YYYYYYY!!!!
Y like that one....hiaz...Stupid me...**Hits myself on the head**
Dumb shit...damn dumb...dumb beyond dumb...hahahas...
Anyways...thats abt it...hmmm...ya...
This dumb guy's gonna whack some sense into himself...
NO WORRIES...NO BABOONS OR PARROTS WERE HARMED!!!
heh!=>
That freaking voodoo doll brought back memories of you...
Why did I have to see it???
Monday, August 14, 2006
HEYS!!!...
hahahas...i got good news and bad news..hahahas....
ok..shall start with good news...
well...I PASSED my physics again!!!finally...after 3 straight failures..ha!
though not very high but hey...a pass is a pass right...its a start..hahahas....
yups...and then theres another good news...and its that I 'm back to my nonsense...heys...I am getting hyper...which meanss.....more jibbering of nonsense..more noise made...MORE irritation?hahahas...
well thats the bad news...wooo...
heys...I feel damn good now...Got like quite a lot of energy...maybe cuz i have not been playing soccer...and been kind of like hibernating mode the past few days with all the sadness rubbish...ya..wadever...anyways...I'm back...WOOO!!!
I'm loving it...
and guess wad...I am grooving to the song of studying...aint that great...hahahas...
more good results coming up...WAD AN EGO!!!
hahahas...I shall change..better results are coming...hmmm...that sounds better...ha!
OKOK....I better go lest the computer starts puking...=>heh!
Dun get me wrong(refering to my post)...
I have not gotten over it...
I still have the feelings...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
ARLOW!!!!
HEYs...i am back...
wooooo....
oks...finally some happy stuff..
eh...ppl i need to play soccer again la!!!!
I am like itching to death to play la...
OI!!!if any of YOU PPL read this...plz tell me you are all playing tmr...
plzzz!!!!!
hahahas...alrights...made my plea and so i am off!!!
**zoom**...hahahs..smoky...hahahas..
Feeeling damn hyper now...wonder wad has gotten into me...
ha!!!!
by the way..if u all are looking for an inspirational song...go listen to believe by hero...
boy..is it good...hahahahas!!!!
WOOOOOO!!!!
feel like jumping ard...wow...wad a turn ard..hahahas..
Dang diggy dang!!!
I AM A TOTAL TOTAL NUTCASE!!!!!
rights...phew...that took some energy away...
hahas..
okoks...
shall stop blabbering...
I am getting my ass kicked...
**Baboon-boy**
So is this wad they call withdrawal symptoms???
Saturday, August 12, 2006
ALRIGHTS!!!
My century post...
hahahas..actually..nth much to post la..
really...
hmm..nth much happen...
HEYS...my life very boring one la...give me a break...
hahahas...yea...
seriously nth much..
juz that I am like so dying to play soccer and HIT the books..as in really man...
Study will be my hobby from now on...
HAHA!...Dun believe DONE!
hahahas...
ok la..thats it..
no mood to do much typing...
ENJOY UR NIGHT PPL!!!
I'm calling out, I'm calling out;
Don't leave me hanging on;
I'm reaching out and praying you'll come back again;
It's darkness I'm livin in;
Friday, August 11, 2006
Haiz...
Life really is a rollercoaster...
Up and Down it goes...
Pushing you to the limit...
Dizzy it really makes me...
I wonder how long I can really take this...
I am real close to a break down..
I dun believe I would ever say that...but yea..I really am...
I think it's abt time I show wad I can really achieve...I shall push it to the limit...
Gonna be a very very dark horse...
yups...watch me...once I get into the mood noone stops me...
wooo!As and Bs watch out...I'm coming!!!!
Prepare for my arrival...YEA!!!
Haiz...see la...sick alr...
take care of yourself la...
you still got ppl to scare...
hahahas...
Heres a song for the ppl...
Nobody knows by Tony Rich Project...
Here are the lyrics:
Wish I'd told her how I feel
Maybe she'd be here right now
But instead
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumbling down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
(Chorus)
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past 3
I'm screamin' at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now
You know I'll be lovin' you still
(Chorus)
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely
(Chorus) x3
Have fun singing!!!(Relate to it...like I am...)
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Ytd still felt like a dream to me...What you said has not really sunk in yet...But Slowly and surely it is...
You could say that I was kinda expecting that from the way talked on msn...
I could feel and see the difference...
You might think I am crazy but yeah..even the way you answer my smses were different...
Comparing those recent msgs with the ones not too long ago..there seemed to be smth missing from the recent ones...
So when you said what you said ytd well...I kinda expected smth like that...even more so when you did not reply my msg...
yups...it could all be seen...there was really a changed in attitude..the way you talked to me...
I am still wondering why there was wad seemed a sudden change in attitude...
But I guess I might never know...I dont want to know...
I'm afraid it might be too much to take...
As I try my best to absorb wads happening...
I would like to say that it has been really a nice experience...
You made me feel feelings I thought I would never felt...
You made me realise that life is not all about books or soccer...
Its abt somth more...
You are the only one so far that has made me felt really and truely happy...
You are also the one who made me feel wads like to care and be concerned for someone...
You also made me feel wads like to be feeling down( very little )...
There was this period of time where I really felt on top of the world...
Really and literally grinning from ear to ear...
My friends noticed the changed in me...
Everything I did was with a very wide smile...
And I owe that wide smile to you...
As I looked through the msges you sent me...
It makes me kinda regret not knowing you earlier...
When I read your msgs it seldom fails to bring a tiny smile onto my face...
When I recall the times we talked at night...I cant help but smile to myself...
I treasure those times...I will always remember those wonderful nights...
Knowing you has been a blessing...
I never regret one bit knowing you...
If there is one thing that I regret...It will be that I did not try hard enough to cheer you up...Sorry=(
Right now I know you need time...Time is wad I shall leave you with...
I will still be here to try and cheer you up and lend a listening ear...
I guess I'll never forget you...
I will be waiting for you...
Always have,Always will...
--In the magical numbers "4817 968"--
** When you're ready...**
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Yups..
thats how old singapore is today...!
wow...still so young..wad a vibrant city...
In case u are wondering y i edited my post..
its becuz i tot of smth to blog..
juz realised i had not talked abt singapore's bdae...
yups..
yea...41 years since independence...cool..
yups..we have come a long long long way...from kampung houses to HDB flats..
yups...from bicycles to cars...
from black and white tv to coloured ones..
from low medical services to one of the best...
we have endured and survived many crisis...
yups..
we stood firm in face with danger...
we worked together as a united community during SARS...
yups..
we are safe and happy and growing NATION!!!
Happy Birthday Singapore!
Patience is a virtue...
I will wait...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Went to the Singapore Discovery centre for our National Day celebration today..
yups...the whole school went...yea...43 buses...
abit the mad right...
but guess wad...i think it was not too bad..i mean it was quite fun..
yups..the exhitbits were kinda nice...
then there was this talk abt terrorism...yea...
the speaker really made it interesting...
yups..he was really joking at the rigth time...
and it was not that lame...
then we did not managed to go into the visionarium...dun ask me wads that..
I din get in...yups..
hahahahas...
apart from that the army ration thingy was also quite interesting...
yups...
hmmm..i think thats abt it...yea...
then tonight got fireworks at the esplanade and i cant go..how sad...
hahas..
got tuition sommore...skill rights...hahahas...
High in the moonlit sky I stare,
A sky everyone shares,
But if I had my way,
The sky would be yours everyday,
Rainbows in the night,
Stars twinkling ever so bright,
Your sky I gaze in awe,
I know you are behind it all,
Only you can add that kind of sparkle to my sky...........
I really wished I could be there by ur side watching the fireworks...
Watching the fireworks with you by the esplanade would be wad mastercard calls...PRICELESS...
Anyways...
Enjoy yourself!!!!
Monday, August 07, 2006
hahahas...
yups...that was wad my physics teacher said to all of us...
i found that to be ratehr inspiring...
really..no joke..
it really got me thinking la..
then he said that its not that difficult to top the class..
its juz a matter of "if u want it or not"...ya...
then he said he wun be surprise that the top boy wld fumble at the Os and that the dark horses might pip him..
obviously i am neither...
so i am gonna be a dark horse,an unexpected one...well...at least try la...
hahahas..ya...
shall study from now on....
ya...
oh ya!my new soccer shoe's are not bad...wooo~!
whenever I think of love,I think of you...
I know this may not be a good time to say it....
but..ya..i said it...
heys...cheer up ok...
no point crying over a guy like that...
he aint worth ur tears...
yups...
do try to cheer up and SMILE!!!
you have to be HAPPY!!!
that way ppl ard you will also be HAPPY!
SO.........
SMILE!!!! =>
Sunday, August 06, 2006
yea..as the title suggests...
i am feeling very weird feelings...
I dunno how to describe them la..
but the feeling got worse and worse as the day went by...
really...
I dunno wads this feeling...nvr really experienced it be4..
Could it be that i am feeling depressed?
hmmm..i am not sure...
all i know is that i dun feel anything like my usual self...
really...
though i still joke at times..but really the laughter does not last that long...
It wld have lasted 10 times longer on a normal day...
wonder whats happening to me...
Anyways i have been sneezing on off since i woke up...
is anyone of u talking bad abt me behind my back???
ha!
Once again I've embarassed myself...
I think its abt time I stop all this nonsense...
I shud treasure time spent...
And leave the rest to God...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Yea...
I bought a new street soccer shoe juz now...
ya...lotto....
40 bucks...silver in colour...ya...
abit of red too...ha!
ya...be4 that i had physics test..
the test was quite easy...i tot i did fine until..i discussed the answers with my other class mates...
the answers i got...were like nearly there but not there kind of answers..
so cool right...damn it...
hope i dun fail....ya..
then had Amaths...ya..got test on monday...ya..
Liner law(Shiok la),functions,matrics and guess wad...BINOMIAL theorem..i am so gonna die!
ya...
thats abt my day so far as of time 3.35pm...ya.
Ooops...
Sorry...
Shud not have said that...and thought that way...
SORRY~,really I am...=\
Forget wad I said will ya?
Monday is 1 week since I last played...
I need to play soccer!!!
Itchy legs are killing me!
Friday, August 04, 2006
hahahas..guess wad...today my school celebrated racial harmony...smart right....
hahahas..
ya...
then we cld have been realeased at 1 la...but...got bio pract...so stupid...hahahas..
ya...
haiz...
ya..then went to ang mo kio la..
ya...then i was supposed to meet some1 at ps la...but in the end i made that person wait for like 20 mins...wad a loser i am...haiz..
really sorry ks?
ya..then walk walk...buy presents....ya...
thats abt it...
Hmmm...
your heart mustn't die...
hope i can be the one who revives it...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Well...
as the title suggests...today was a very boring day in school...
very very...
ok...first i had chem..then i had maths...then i had a bio test...then i had 3 periods of ENGLISH...ya..so boring...then later chem again...ya...ya...though chem we did pract la..so not too bad..
but really la..all in all a very boring day la...
ya...
worst still....
later i have tuition...so late la...wah lao...8.15-9.45..
so stupid...argh...that practically leaves me with little time to study for tests...lucky ar...i took a nap and woke up early...so that i cld study...so smart right...more like a lazy Pig...haiz..hahahas...
ya...
so glad that thursday is gonna end...then weekends are coming..then the holidays...national day all..ya...hahahas..cant wait...really cant...hahahas...YA RIGHT!!!
Finally getting to meet...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Hahahas...yups..
so long yet so short...hahahas...
ok...
wednesdays are a long day for me in school...where there are tests...and tests....hahas..3 in fact...
ya...it seemed like time was not gonna end...
but guess wad...
during physics experiment...i did not have enuff time..and they say time flies when ur having fun..
i dun think it was fun...hahahas..
anyways...ya...missed out a few points here and there.ya...
so i expect a low score...
hope the Os experiments aint that tough...hahahas....yups!
hahahas...
tmr is thursday...rights...
Hoping I can close the 'gap'...
Hoping that nth has changed...
Hoping...Hoping...
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Haiz...
see la...the weather so hot la...
and now....i have a very the red face...like tomato like that....so cool right...
confirm if ppl see will suan me one la...ahahs..like baboon's ass like that...RED!
hahas..k la..i asked for it..i deserved it...hahahas...
ya...today my day ar...abit boring la...except the last period where we watched a chinese movie..hahas...ya!
thats abt it...hahas...ya..
sian...later 7.30 got tuition...Amaths...haiz...haiz....hahahahahas!
Love makes the world go round,
Love I've found,
In my darkest night,
You are my shining light,
Seeing you happy my heart melts,
A warm fuzzy feeling can be felt,
I guess thats how the feeling of true love feels...
Deeply in LOVE with you....
