「 O'Chia 3:21 PM 」

OH COOL!!!
guess wad!
hahahas...
my chemistry got 16/20!!!its like top 20%...
woooo...so cool...la....its like..wow...cuz my chem is like nvr pass one la...hahas...so cool!
really happy....
my emaths also..trigo...i nvr study a single thing la...and guess wad...i got 15/20...woooo...so shiok right....hahahas...damn happy la...
ya....
then huh...my english compo u know the one where i said it was my worse compo ever written?
hahas..it turned out to be the best i have written for sec 4...wooo...so unexpected la....
wow....really cool...the title is "a night by the beach"..ahhas...
still cant believe i passed it la...hahaas....
ya....


thats abt it...ha!








I feel as though I am a pest,an irritant...
One who irritates non stop...
No one likes ppl who are irritating rights...
haiz...

「 O'Chia 5:03 PM 」

HAHA...
ya..went to church this morning...
then rushed to tuition...ya...
then had macs for lunch...
then went home..for a nap..
then here i am...
done...





To me you are juz perfect...
You cheer ppl up...
You make ppl smile...
You are a great fren...
You are a great listener...
You are kind and caring....



If all these points add up = bitch...
The ppl who think of you that way lacked that special fren in their lives....



** I love you **

「 O'Chia 3:05 PM 」

ARLOW!!!!
hahahas...
rights...
ya...
hmmm...
ok...
Today in the morning went to school for physics TEST...ya..ok la. i wld say the test...but then huh...
i dun like the way i answered my qns...i felt it made no sense wad so ever...so dumb...
hahahas..
then had breakfast at 9.30!ha....
then went back to school for Amaths extra lessons...
then after that went home...ya...
then slept like for 1.5 hrs...
ya...
so now here la...wide awake...bored and blogging...ha!








You filled my sky with sparkling and dazzling stars =>

「 O'Chia 6:01 PM 」

SO COOL!!!!.....
Today is friday la...
finally...but then huh...i tmr still got physics test..sian...still muz study...haiz...
yups...hmmm...today nth much actually happened...ya...
seriously..
i think thats abt it...ya..so cool...





The things I say to you is how I feel...
Its all from the heart...
For that it is purely the truth...
No pretence wad so ever...

Taking back what I say to you I will never...
My words will forever hold truth...


I will revive your dead heart...
I will...
I will...
Believe me...
I am already trying...



All these for one reason...
I really really love you....

「 O'Chia 5:23 PM 」

This is me...
typing out my day...hahahas..
ya..so today...went to school knowing that i will be having 3 periods of english...
damn sian la...ya..then did a full paper 1 meaning situational and compo la..
ya...i think the situational is not bad la...but i think the compo is the worst one i have ever written...
its damn stop start stop start that kind la...
ya..but then my teacher wun be marking it tonight as he usaually does..instead becuz he is going for a concert later on he will not be able to mark it..hahahs...ya...
then played bball...ya...quite fun la..scored quite a few too...ya...
then..later went to buy buuuubble tea la..ya...i bought bandung ice blended...damn sweet la...hahas..
ya...

thats abt it for today...its less rubbish from ytd's right...hahas...
Sian la..later still got tuition from 8.15 to 9.45...argh!

oh ya!anyone heard the national day song yet?...hmmm...




You can put ur trust in me...
I assure you...
I will never hurt you...
Freezing time in my memory....

「 O'Chia 3:45 PM 」

OH YeAH...ok..
i had 3 test today la..ya..then i think i can pass 2...so cool right...
the one i failed is hist la..most prob...
and this time i got a strong feeling that i can get a Pass for emaths and A PASS FOR CHEMISTRY!!!
waint that amazing..if i pass my chem it wld be 2 passes out of 5 test...shiok right..hahas...
my answers abt the same as limbo's sommore...all the more it makes my chances of passing higher...ha!
ha!yups..then today played softball(like baseball) for PE...hmmm..its ok la..juz that the gloves u wear is very the uncomfortable...ya...then the ball is damn hard...yups...
ya...then muz run here and there..tiring...but then ah...also very the boring...the interest kind off waned off due to the morning heat and maybe the boring game...ya...


then i think i will like stp playing soccer from now on..or at least restrict it to once a week or smth...ya..i mean after today's bout of tests..i think i wld rather suffer abit now for the joy of getting good results at the end of the test...yups....so..ya...
not gonna play soccer or only once every week...and mind you ppl...
i am dead serious abt it(wonder how many times have i said that)....ha!

anyways...thats abt it for today...will be back tmr with less rubbish....ha!






Happy Happy Happy~
Freeze time freeze!!!
968 273 843 663!

「 O'Chia 9:38 PM 」

HA!
ya...hmmm..been feeling damn happy the last few days..which mean that i was damn crazy in class...as in really...hahas..MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!..ha!
said that to limbo and jagan..then they gave me that look la...
then today in class was humming hte looney tunes song..u know the..."everybody sing this song do da do da~.."ya...then polar bear said i am mental alr....
ya..hahas..then was suppose to have hist test..but it is postponed to tmr...ha!
no diff la....hmmm..
tmr still got chem and Emaths...hope i dun fail...argh!
ha!


thats shud be abt all...hmmm...yups...thinking twice wait...hmmm..
YUPS! thats alll!!!!!





Will time freeze for me???
Treasuring every minute...
even though........

「 O'Chia 3:43 PM 」

HAHA!!
ya...today i went to school feeling damn hyper la...hahas...ya..
then yilong say after i cut my hair i become cocky...got meh?...i dunno..i dun think so...but still funny la...
hahahas..then had physics...yups...results...hmmm...hhahas...
ya..then recess...
ok...till here my eye was still fine....
then after playing bball during recess...
then went to the toilet to wash my face la..then guess wad..10 mins later my eye became RED!!!
ARgh...not again....how nice...argh...i hope it will go away after a nap...hahas....
ya...

that shud be all...


OFF TO NAP!!!


--Let time be frozen--

ilu~

Self doubt....
Am i good enuff....hmmm...

yes!!!YOU ARE!!!! =>

「 O'Chia 4:05 PM 」

HAHA!
ya...so sunday....hmmm..went to church in the morning...ya..then went to serangoon gardens to have lunch...
then after that went for a haircut...yups...
does that mean that i will not be able to score goals like boi can't after he has his hair cut?...
hahas..lets juz wait and see....hahahas...
ya...then now so boring la..got woken up by this bird that landed outside my window...hahas...

hmmm..yups...later gonna fetch my grandma over to my hse..she's gonna stay for a week...hahas...yups....

oh..ya..i juz chnged the song on my blog...ya..hope u enjoy it...its a nice song...with a nice meaning...hahahas...!

Thats abt it....thnks for reading...




'Face to face'...

「 O'Chia 5:16 PM 」

Rights...
I went to school in the morning for remedials la...ya..then after that went home..then later went with parents to shop la..then bought a levi's jeans at great world city la...ya...then had coffee.and some bread...ya...rights..then went to my primary school..carnival...ya..then waited for the lucky draw to finish then went home...like alr 4 la..then i feel so tired sommore..then cannot sleep..now i have to go study la..so bored...argh...
oh well...
got to hang on....

Forever is how long I want to be your clown,

Cause I can't bear to see you feeling down,

I'll cheer you up when you're sad,

Make you laugh when your day was bad,

No matter how hard you try to push it away,

My love for you will never sway,

With this I end,

Hoping we will be more than just friends.....

...

I am sure as sure can be...

No doubts abt it...

but then again..it ain't all abt me...

「 O'Chia 5:51 PM 」

ya...so had physics test today...damn disappointing la!!!!
forgot to convert mm to m...then kena 3 marks gone...damn!!!
ya..then today chinese lessons we did not do anything..cuz we begged the teacher not to make us do work..
then we ended up talking abt new beginning abt her sec school and jc all la.
hahahas.ya...
then after that i went to play bball..then soccer...then here i am la..home!ha!


thats all folks....

It has been long since I wrote something that rhymes,

it was not becuz I din have the time,

I was juz really busy I guess,

Still I dun think I will rest,

my mind's filled with you,

And really this isn't something new,

Day or night,Sun or moon,

my love for you is in full bloom,

I may be heading for a dead end,

But I can't help it the love was heaven sent....

Heaven's present to me...

「 O'Chia 5:31 PM 」

Rights...ok..hahas..today thursday la.
ya..so went to school as usual...right..then had morning assembly la...u know flag raising and the pledge la..to promote a sense of loyalty to singapore la..ya..
then after that right...we sat down to like read our books la..as in project Read-it...yaya...then was reading halfway when my teacher gave me a letter...and guess wad...i had an appointment with the councellor la..ya..so ok la..after school i went to look for him...ya..then we talked la..
it was regarding my exams results la..as in y in class i can do..but in like the hall i can't la..then he gave me some tips...ya..then took 1 hr...ya...i think thats abt it...ya...

Oh ya!I went to play soccer after councelling...ya..then danced with the ball for awhile and then here i am...so cool right...hahas!


thats my day...thanks for reading have a nice day...





No one can make me smile the way you do...
I dunno wads going on...
But all I know is that my feelings are still here...
hmmm.....

「 O'Chia 9:13 PM 」

ya...as the title suggest...ok..I had three test today...
yups..and guess wad...I am gonna fail them all...aint that a jackpot for all the wrong reasons?
hahas..surprising i am sitll so upbeat...hahas..thats juz me i guess...not a single gene of anger in my DNA as my fren said..hahas...
ya...hmmm..i think thats abt it for today...ha!



I get knocked down,but i get up again,nth's gonna keep me down...
I am lost along this road...but I am determined to push on...
I will find the answers that I yearn for at the end to this road...
Even if it means I would die trying....

「 O'Chia 5:34 PM 」

First and foremost...i wld like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST WONDERFUL DAD in the WORLD!!!

WOoo!You are 1 year older even though u may hate to acknowledge it...ha!...

OKOK...

I will study hard and get u good results at the O levels ok...as my Birthday present to u...ha!

Rights...in school...hmmm..well..alright..except that bio test was hard...very very hard...hmm...dunno if i can pass...ya..then had CCA ATTENDACE TAKING!...so fun right..hahas..

then waited for boi!cuz got SLC investiture wad..hahas...yups....Congrats to all the SLC's hahas...ya..

then went to play soccer...boy..did i score 1 and assist one.

hahas...it takes my tally of goals to 114!!!ha!

thats abt it....

Rights...now i so malu already...
Dun dare show face liao...
haha...wah...seriously damn pai seh now...
really damn silly...hmmm...
can i take back wad i said????...

「 O'Chia 4:11 PM 」

ALLRIGHTSSS!!!
today i had the final part of the whole chinese examination...wooooooooo!!!!
ya...today was the listening compre..hahahas...
then i checked my ans...guess wad..i had the same answer as elvin boi...yea...which could be intepreted as good news for me bad news for him if u get wad i mean...
and YeA..i got 17/20 for my physics...but then...teacher predicted that i wld get C5 for the O levels..hmmm...howcan like that,...hahas...
anyways...CHINESE IS OVER...for now...
thats abt it today...ha!



Fees I know I would never need to pay...
cuz my love for u will never wither...
be it summer,spring,autumn or winter...
words that I say or type may or may not hold meaning to you...
but they sure are from the bottom of my heart...
somehow I juz know that you are the one....
I love you................

Thats the only bubble in the world that can never and will never burst...
U can try though...
Sorry if I've caused guilty feelings...
It seems you have made a decision.......
Like an irritating insect...I will fly away....
Goodbye......=<

「 O'Chia 7:59 PM 」

U can do wadever u like to make me forget...
u can try with all ur might...
but nothing is gonna work...
u can try if u want after this...
but let me tell u that it is all juz a waste of time and effort...
regardless of what u might be planning to do...
my feelings for u will not change and i will not forget u...
u may wish that i will but sadly...that wish will not be granted easily...maybe never...
after all these days...I am certain that i have made the correct choice in telling u how i felt...
I dunno if u once felt the same abt me...but wad i know is there's someone else on ur mind...
But the bad news is that i will not stop trying...I will not forget...I will not stop loving you...
I am sorry...this is juz one wish that i cannot fulfil...
If foolish is wad u think i am..well..then foolish i will always be...




--you have always been the one--

Alrights...today went to church in the morning...hahas..ok...
ten after church went to marina square to have lunch ar Carl's Jr yups...the burgers there are big and nice...real nice..but abit the expensive la...hahas...lucky is not i pay..hahas!
ya...they hav bacon cheeseburgers and chicken burgers...hahas...nice nice...ha!

then on the way back in the car, my parents were talking la...then they arrived on me la..they said that asking me anything like how's the food...do u like the sweater..those kinds of qn la..they is asing me qns like those are a waste of their time..cuz..
my answere to all those qns..will be..."ok lor","anything,anything also can","its alright" and " I anything one"..hahas...then they kind of like expect those type of answers from me...ha!!
thats abt it...






I am more sure than ever nowthat i will not forget...
It seems that no matter wad you do...I will still love you...
Now, I don't want to lose you...
I'll wait....
Day 2....

「 O'Chia 5:29 PM 」

HO HO HO!
no..its not christmas yet..hahas..
juz felt like saying that word..hahas..
ok...today went to school for physics...yups....

ok...on to other more joyful news...
today Manchester United plays Orlando Pirates in South Africa...yups..aint that cool..a chance for the young guns to stake a claim for first team spot...yups..i expect a few names to pop up..but i will want to see Rossi really shine in the tour ard south africa..yups...
besides the squad already there...I too wld like to see some good signings coming to Manchester United soon....hopefully we get Hargreaves and Torres...yups...wonderful players...
thats abt it...





Alrights...it's the 15th of july
This marks day 1 of the wait...

「 O'Chia 10:54 PM 」

argh!!!
why why why why...
hahas...
love is so complicated...it makes ur heart whirl...it confuses ur mind...
it makes my stomach churn inside out thinking abt u...
everytime that thought fills my mind...my stomach feels funny...
love can make u feel on top of the world...but at the same time it can make u cry ur hearts out...
like wad i have been doing the past 2 nights...
if this continues...
my stomach will never stop churning....
my heart will sink like it never had sank b4...
my eyes will be so soggy soaked with tears that it may juz go blind...
my skin wrinkled by the salt of tears...
but thats a risk i am going to take...
let my stomach dissolve in acid...
let my heart sink to the very bottom...
let my eyes see darkness...
let me skin shed to reveal flesh...
at that point, I will still look back to the love i had for u...
and say to myself:
"It was worth the wait"


Let the waititng begin!

Rights...as the title suggest...hmmm..well..woke up that time parents gave me a SOCCER BALL!!!THATS so cool..now i can learn new tricks witht hat new ball...WOW...but besides that i started the day not wanting to talk...ya..
so went to school..go class then put bags down and off i went to sit alone at the on a bench looking at the grass patch...ya..was reflecting of some sort...ya...
then did not talk at all...did not even smile la...for the longest time i did not smile...thats not me at all la..so right from the day..when i did not smile and joke abt...my frens knew smth was wrong la...
ya..they tried to get me to talk and all that...ya...but yet i was still not talking and smiling...ya...they all started saying that today i abnormal...very very abnormal...ya..
it was not until the second last period that i started feeling all talky and stuff...ya..then i started joking and fooling ard..ya...then my frens all said...heys...nick ur back!!!
hahas...then played bball for awhile..then while playing i as usual made jokes made fun of ppl...ya..then my frens wld take to each other and say...aiya...this is normal wad..this morning is abnormal..hahas...ha!
ya...then had physics test...think i did ok...ya...thats abt it...ya....






**Alrights...you sound pretty confident...
So why not we make a frenly wager?
cuz i am also very confident...**

** I too anit any other guy...I am NICHOLAS CHIA..now get that right...I dun cheat...neither do i give up easily**

No matter what you say..
I am determined to wait...
Time will prove it...i will not have a chng of heart that easily..
its juz too deep.... I will be waiting.....

You will definately be one of my wishes as i blow off my candles..

「 O'Chia 6:14 PM 」

rights...soso....hows life going so far for me...hmmm...not too bad...
can really feel that i am inching towards starting my brains again...at long last...but then har..i still failing leh...maybe not warmed up yet...hahas...at least i passed me history...finally!...
actually right now...evry single part of my life is wonderful...real wonderful....loving every minute of it...really...

haiz...and so todays thursday...later got tuition from 8 to 9.30...so boring...but for a test tmr in school so i think i am ognna concentrate...i think...ha!

So nice rights...a test on the 14/7 haiz...PHYSICS sommore...wad a perfect gift...ha!
ya..thats abt it for today...haha!





It's back to square one,isn't it?
hahas....

「 O'Chia 9:34 PM 」

Rights...so today was a long day at school...so sian..la....boring like wad sia..
ya...fell asleep during the last ten minutes of Emaths class..lucky the bell rang and it was time for PE...if not ar..i tell u i wld have been sleeping soundly...hahas...
then had 3 BACK TO BACK tests...wad sia..all so hard...out of like 3 only gonna pass one...Emaths....haiz...
then after that went to see ppl do project...ya..hahas....
thats abt it...




To you: not bad ar...win medal all...congratulations anyways...hahas...more to come???hahas...






It seems everything can be measured
But there's actually one thing that cannot be measured
It's my love for you that comes straight from my heart : Its endless

「 O'Chia 5:37 PM 」

HAHA...rights...today..my day went fine...hahas...yups...
I was doing a physics experiment when suddenly my phone vibrated...hahas..
At first shock la..cuz noone smsed me during school hrs..so i tot was my mum...hahas..
then after physics i open the msg..it was not my mum..hahas..then sms the smser back..then talk and talk...
then after school went to play soccer...hahas...damn fun..hahas...

This will be the day you will rmb that Nicholas Chia scored 4 times in the same corner...HAHA

thats abt it....





Watching movie with the one you love : $25
Buying flowers for the one you love : $ 99
Having dinner with the one you love : $ 299+++
Having the one you love, love you in return : priceless

「 O'Chia 7:44 PM 」

Rights...as i told u ytd...today is monday..yups...i told u...hahahas....
rights..ok..today went to school..then did 2 listening compre during chinese periods in peperation for the upcoming listening O lvls..hahas..yups...
then had history test...hahas..then had Amaths...emaths..SS and THREE PERIODS of english...ya...
then after that went to do project...but b4 that went to kovan to have my lunch at KFC and at the same thime but materials for the project.hahas...rights...the project is damn nice la...sure do well one..but i did not do much though...in fact nth..except pasting glue on 2 circles...cool right...feel quite guilty now...hahas...its thnks to johnathan that we cld get such a nice poster...hahas...i am such a slacker..hahas....
yups...thats seems abt all for my day....

Things may come and go

But my feelings for you will never cease to flow

No matter night or day

my feelings are here to stay

As i stare at the bright moonlight against the still of the night

I see a star and wish with all my might

Hoping that someday you'll love me too...

This isnt a joke...

I'll say it again...Sa rang hae yo...

it's you...

「 O'Chia 9:17 PM 」

Alrights...so today's sunday and tmr's monday.and the day after tmr is tuesday and the day after that is wednesday...and so on and so forth...
Ya...so today is the big game huh...France VS Italy...hmmm who i think will win?France!!!
dunno y also dun ask me...hahas...but u wait and see...i think they will win 2-1..ha!
I CANT WATCH THE WORLD CUP FINALS!!!!ARGH!!!~


anyways..got lots of test coming up...hist...emaths..chem...bio...physics...so many la....
but i think i know a way to do well for all the test...i need to study of cuz..and then i wld need self belief...thats very very very important...cannot emphaise enunff on it...yups..and a little dose of luck...yups..thats my recipe to good results...yups...yups...
hahas..
anyways thats all...







All I want to say is sa rang hae yo...
really...sa rang hae yo....

「 O'Chia 7:55 PM 」

Here i am again...blogging....rights...
today in the morning at 8 went to school for physics remedial...hahas...ya...
hahas...after that i parents fetch my brother to zhss for some exhitbition for the moe excel fest...yups...so i went along la...no choice..there i saw some friends...hahas...yups...
ya..then after that went to parkway parade yaya...then had lunch there...then after that shop for awhile with family then go home..hahas..then i slept for like 2.5 hrs..hahas...till like 4...ya...so pig rights..hahas...now i need to study for my history...and then do tuition hmwk...and then do my chem...yups...hahas....busy busy...




Wad is really on your mind?
right now i am really confused..really really...hahas..

「 O'Chia 4:06 PM 」

Rights...hmm...i failed my chem again...hmmm...ya...and then...my emaths??..hahas..19/20...becuz of i stupid mistake...damn stupid...damn dman stupid...2(x-1)= 2x-1....

SMART RIGHT!!!!
becuz of that i lost the mark...haiz...rights...
then have this VE project coming up...rights...
hahas....
life is gonna get tougher from now on...
heys...i not gonna give up...that not my style..i telling u...i will at least go down with a fight..big or small fight..i dunno..but a fight...definately...hahas...get ready for my onslaught....REDOX REACTION?SPEED OF REACTION is the next chapters for the chem test...i am gonna study damn hard for it....i telling u...i will give it my all...yea...guarantee....!!!

Life's like a complicated jigsaw puzzle

it will definately give ur feathers a ruffle

no matter how hard u rack ur brains

the puzzle will only leave u drained

the best is to take things as they come

and maybe throw them into the longkang

but let me tell you i will not rest

instead i will be giving my very best....

Just you wait and see....

thats for me to know and you to find out..

hmm..have not used that phrase for a long while....

「 O'Chia 5:09 PM 」

rights..ok...today was the E.Maths and chem weekly test...and let me tell u that i made a very careless mistake that cost me my full marks in my Emaths....argh...and then i also expect to flunk my chemistry....damn difficult la...oh boy...wonder wad the teachers are thinking now of my attitude and my results...like i told u ...i am not at top gear...but that cannot be an excuse la...so...haiz...i think i am going hopeless though...hahas...oh boy....

friday i finish school early..hmmm...which means.......



hahas...






Y are my results like that...y????
maybe i am doing smth wrong....
but i have no idea wad it is...
hmmm....
i am still lost....finding my way...

「 O'Chia 10:05 PM 」

Hahas...ok..juz finish me tuition..hahas...rights...it went fine dun worry..hahas...
but at the end of tuition when i was waiting to pay my school fees, my tuition teacher said that i looked lost...do I?
hmmm..i dunno..well...maybe...i mean i am lost at chemistry...i cant seem to past...i am also nowhere near top gear in my studies...engines pretty slow getting started...this is really not the time i know...but i cannot help it..i am lost..hahahs..hmmm..
how?
haiz...really got to un-lost myself if there is such a word..hahas...


oh ya..the song at my blog now is great..hahas...do listen to it..though its abt fathers..but i assure u that my relationship with my father is GREAT!...the same for my mother....
i juz like the chorus...hahas...its by jimmy wayne and the song title is I love u this much....




I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.

I am lost.......

「 O'Chia 5:49 PM 」

Alrights...so its youth day..hahas..so school holidays...rights...ok..in the morning i went to limbo's hse to study my chem and bio...we did a little physics too...hahas...rights...i reached there at abt 10.15..hahas....then studied till like 1.30 hahas...so cool right..me study...
then i met boi and yilong for lunch..hahas..then played soccer with lucas lai and boi yilong and limbo also..hahas..how nice...soccer on youth day playin with youths...hahahahas....rights....
and my eyes has not fully recovered yet...damn...haiz..so ya..thats my day....




I have no idea why I am still feeling it...
I tried to forget trust me..but it seems no matter wad i do..
the feelings only comeback stronger....
I am at a lost as to wad to do...
really...

「 O'Chia 5:27 PM 」

Argh!....

Where got such thing....England i felt was the better team with 11 or 10 throughout the match...everyone played brilliantly...I was very sure that england wld win the game...they attacked more than any of the other matches...there were more heart pumping moments....the game was very even...and was tipping englands way until rooney's sending off....i dunno if it was for the stomp or the push on ronaldo...

if it was the push on ronaldo..i wld say it was damn harsh....haiz.....but england held on for abt 30 mins with ten men...they dug deep and managed to get the match to extra time...for the extra time period...the portual team attacked...but were only allowed space to shoot from distance as england closed them well...but england did not sit back for the full of extra time..instead they too had chances...aaron lennon was fantastic...but no one cld break the deadlock...then it was down to penalties...and i thought to myself...england does not have much good penalty takers..having seen rooney sent off...to make matters worse,lampard,gerrad, players i tot wld normally put away a penalty with ease missed...then when i saw jamie cara i tot..right...a decisive spot kick to be taken from a defender...and sure enuff...he missed...

my heart sank right to the bottom....it was a very bad feeling la..it was as if i was there...but it was that bad...tears started to well up in my eyes...engalnd surely deserves better than that...i was very disappointed...very very...tear-ed myseld to sleep...it was hard to really swallow at that point of time....

haiz...

oh well...at least positives could be taken from the game...and i guess england players have to pick themselves up and do well in the Euro 2008 in switzerland...hahas...looking forward to that with new england manager steve maclaren...

** Teary eyed **

Its the second time I tear-ed in 3 weeks...
First it was because of someone....then this...haiz...
third time lucky for me?tears of joy at the o lvls results?hahas...lets see...
I thought I cld forget...but it seems to me...its gonna take longer than I thought...
maybe I shud juz stop trying....